Life here and home.

Well lets start off. Yesterday was the first day I've had a hard time getting home from somewhere. I traveled all around  to just get home. I ended up in the most northern town around where I live, almost getting a ticket for not having the right amount of clips on my card but the lady instead of checking my card helped me get home. My host father had to come pick me up I felt awful. At the same time when I was waiting for him a creepy man came up to me telling him to go in his car and he'd bring me to his house.... yeah I think stranger danger was a good thing to learn. I was freaking out. Oh and to top this all off my phone had died halfway through this trip. So that meant no calling home to get help. When I got home I was so happy. All I wanted to do is talk to someone back home. But of course they didn't respond at the correct time. I really don't think I was meant for this whole exchange student being away from your home thing. Which totally sucks. Because no matter how much I try to have a good time here something always happens. I feel like its not worth it anymore. Id rather be at home with my friends and family with a license so I can drive. haha. Right now we've got the euro tour keepin' me here. I really hope that can keep me here the whole year. I just want the people I need to talk to me talk to me. It's so hard. I guess I can only sit back and wait for the person to come through. There's nothing I can do anymore cause when I do I end of making a fool of my self. ): we'll basically I'm going to pray for things to change and for these months to go by superrrrrrrrr fast.